Sunday, June 20, 2010

My love...

I love the boy who shouldn't be named,
I Love the boy surrounded by fame.
Known as Nathaniel to many a fan,
When no one realizes he's really my man.

I love the boy who shouldn't be named,
I love the boy surrounded by fame.
The sweetest, kindest, living thing,
how much more luck, could my life bring?

I love the boy who shouldn't be named,
I love the boy surrounded by fame.
With a heart as pure as gold,
With love so true and rashly bold.

My love will forever be with this man,
Forever I'll be his number one fan.
I love the boy who shouldn't be named,
I love the boy surrounded by fame.

<3

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Alicia...

Those scrawny arms and,
That blonde little head.
Will anyone believe it,
When I tell them you're dead?

Will they cry and wail?
All through the night?
As I explain to them,
What happened in your fight?

He let you down,
He let you go alone.
Without somebody with you,
Or even a mobile phone.

Nobody and nothing,
But dirt is around,
Where you lay six feet,
Under the ground.

I'm sorry I wasn't there,
To stop it, to protect you.
I'm sorry I couldn't get there,
Just couldn't get through.

One day I really hope,
I'll see your face again.
Because, dear god, I miss you,
My very bestest friend.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

The Reed's

I love all you guys even though, I hate you! Jasper, my big brother, you smart ass, harvard law whatever! I know you're a freaking genius but you're not that great. Isabella, Izzie, Bella, whatever they call you these days, you are still my little sister and you still steal my clothes! What are you gonna do when I go away to college? You little brat. The twins! The most annoying little people in the world! If you weren't my brothers I probably would have strangled you a long time ago! Robert, you're a ranga stop trying to die your hair blonde and you're not a super hero so stop jumping out of tree's at central park! Edward, Stop putting your skateboard in front of my door, I stopped tripping over it months ago and the next time it's there I'm going to throw it out my window i wonder how it will handle falling down 11 floors or so. Even though you two are the most annoying I gotta hand it to you, you can sing better than anyone I've ever met. Izzie, you are an amazing dancer and your most recent recital made everyone cry even the twins, although they'll deny it under alien abduction. Jasper, well, to compliment you, ummm...... smart ass. Sorry, But well I guess you do always look out for and stand up for me. Mom, you know you're my hero and we all love you more than everything. Daddy you will always be the smartest most caring best dad in the world. R.I.P. Well that's us.

Mom

Mom you are my hero! You are the coolest mom in the world. You do everything you take care of everyone. You cook, clean, work, study, used to mow the grass, take me out, take care of all the other brats. Your food tastes so good and is always on the table ready for us. You are so caring and loving, I could never defy what you tell me. I can go to you about anything, no matter what problem I have or what trouble I'm in, your there, as a shoulder to cry on, as my shrink, you tell me what I can do and always take care of it. You give the best advice and you never threaten to kill me like any other parent would, you love me no matter what I do and I love you no matter what as well! Ever since dad died you've been so strong and held us all together and helped us get through it even though it was most difficult for you. You lost the love of your life, your sweetheart, your soul mate and still you held us and told us that everything would be okay. You are so strong and you handle your emotions so well. If I grow up to be half the person you are I will be made a saint! You're the best mom, I love you and always will. Thank you.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Him

Do you even realize the severity of my love. If i could use it as a weapon it would cut through anything, no problem. I love you so much that I could die right now if it meant sparing you from even the slightest bit of pain. When you cry, I cry to because it hurts me to see you in pain although you never really cry. You not a pathetic little girl like me. You feel your emotions but you don't let them control you you don't wrap yourself in them, you just feel them, deal with them, and move on. If only I could be that strong. I admire you in every way. Everything you do is amazing; you are so kind, so generous, so loving so caring and so forgiving. The only way for me to be really truly happy is if I'm with you. I don't think it's possible -though you say you do- that you could possibly love me, more than I love you. The fact that you love me at all is unbelievable. I just want you to know that you are everything to me and I'm never letting you go!I love you. You know who you are! <3>